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Hello and welcome to Let Me Bore You To Sleep. My name is Jason Newland. My website is jasonnewland.com. Vinnie says please only listen when you can safely close your eyes.
Vinnie's under the table staring at me. What possibly could you be wanting? Mmm a treat perhaps. Will he catch? Nope.
Why would he catch when it's going to land on the floor and he can just pick it up? What possible reason is there to catch? I'm not going to keep giving you... I'm giving you treats so that you won't whine. Whine? I never whine. Yeah you do.
Or whine all the time but you want to get your own way. Which is all the time basically. We all want to get our own way don't we? Most of the time.
So hey hi hey. Today is Friday the 30th of June 2023. I'm not sure when the last recording I did for the Let Me Bore You To Sleep was.
Wow 22nd of June so it's a week pretty much isn't it? No it's eight days eight. Which is a week isn't it pretty much? No but it's eight days. A week? A week would be if it was the 29th of June today.
So yeah basically I've been working on getting the YouTube channel back. Last I don't know what it was I think it was Friday or Thursday not this Thursday just gone but previous. Get off.
Stop it. I deleted all the videos from my YouTube channel. All but one.
Or no all but a handful. There was a few left actually so I left the more recent ones. But I deleted all of the videos that I'd spent time recording and putting together.
This makes sense in my head. So basically I had a bit of a brain fart and I can't really remember my logical thinking behind doing it. But and then I kind of after I'd done it the next day or two days later I thought to myself.
Oh hmm why did I do that after spending weeks making the videos and uploading them. Vinnie there's one thing begging but why is your willy out? Can you please cover that thing up? It's like he's aiming. It's like give me a treat or I'll spray you.
No please Vinnie just put it away. Put your lipstick away. Come on.
Blimey. So oh so cute earlier on he dada wee wee dada wee wee up against a pavement for the first time ever. I've never known him to do that.
He cocked his leg like a proper dog and it was so cute. Because you know when I first got him he just always crouched down like a girl dog and did a wee. Never cocked his leg and then when he spent time with his friend downstairs he started cocking his leg a little bit.
And then he started pushing. You know when they push their back legs. Scratching them to cover over the wee or whatever.
Even though they're doing it in the wrong direction. He never used to do that. So it's basically copied behaviour.
So he started cocking his leg but more kind of maybe against bushes and flowers and on the grass. I've never seen him do it against a lamppost before. And because that's the doggy cliche isn't it? Doing wee wees against a lamppost.
Isn't it? It is Vinnie. That is. That is the.
Yes it is. Yes it is. Yes it is.
Yes it is. But it was just funny to watch. It was just weird.
Because you know he's turned into a dog. I don't know what he was before. But he didn't have.
He didn't learn. He hadn't learnt a lot of the doggy stuff. Which I guess just like humans we have to be around other humans when we're little to learn how to be a human.
Kind of. I suppose. But I was quite lucky.
I had two older brothers. So I kind of got to I guess copy them I suppose. Not completely but I guess when I was little I did copy them.
That's how I learnt how to be. Because one was two years older and one was four years older. So they were still little but to me they were huge.
They were like big. Especially my oldest brother because he was really tall. So he was always.
I never really remember him being a kid really. He was always like. My memory of him being a teenager and then an adult.
A tall one. Yes a tall one. Like me.
Yes like me Vinnie. I pretend to Vinnie that I'm tall because to him I am. He thinks I'm the tallest man in the world.
Am I the tallest man in the world? I am aren't I? Yeah. He does. He phones his friends up doesn't he? Brags about me.
Goes online on Twitter. My dad is the tallest in the whole wide world. He said to me what does LOL mean? Everyone keeps putting LOL when I put those comments.
Post those stuff. I said it means lots of love. He said oh that's nice.
So yeah not much is happening really. I've spent the last week. Since I don't know how many days.
Working on. Getting the YouTube channel back. And it was quite weird because I lost some subscribers.
Because I was uploading. Re-uploading loads of stuff. And that's not always a popular thing.
Because people's YouTubes get a bit like. A bit full of my stuff. You know they don't.
Oh there's more of him. More of him. And then so the subscribers went down to about.
90. No about 89. I think it went down to about 89.
Because I was about 97. Went down to about 89. And then it went up to 107.
Oh 107. 989. Then it went up to 1007.
So it kind of went up. Because some of the videos that I uploaded. People seemed to like.
And. But then I overdid it again. And I uploaded even more videos.
Just trying to get it all done. Organize them and then move on. And then.
I'm getting. I lost a subscriber. Will you shut up.
Seriously. His whining really annoys me. Really annoying whining.
See you don't want to be in the bedroom. With the door closed do you. Which is the only solution.
Really. So I don't want to do that. But you don't make it easy by just whining.
Oh it's down to 1005 subscribers. OK. So it was 1006 an hour ago.
So it's gone down. I was getting. Blimey.
87 downloads an hour. 87 views. That was the most.
There's not a huge amounts. 850 views in a day. Now I'm getting.
Blimey. Like 4 views an hour or something. So it's gone way down.
Which is fine. You know. I just wanted to get everything up.
And organized. Into the different playlists. And I pretty much.
Got everything done. The problem is. The stuff that's the latest stuff.
Is things that. A lot of people aren't going to want to watch. Because old.
If that makes sense. So what I really need to do is. Upload some new stuff.
A couple of new videos. That people can watch. And.
Then I'll be a bit more. You know there's something to look at. Because.
Oh goodness you're winding me up so much. You're winding me up so much you are. Put it away.
It's even more out now. Put it away Vinnie. Stop that.
You little monkey. You sound like a monkey. That's a monkey sound.
Not a doggy sound. So today. Because I've been spending so much time.
This week working on the YouTube channel. I decided. To make an effort.
And I've actually made two recordings today. Podcast recordings. I've done a deep sleep whisper recording.
Lovely. It's a lovely sound. Thanks for that Vinnie.
Lovely. There you go. You're looking at me.
Why are you giving me such a small. Miniature piece. OK.
So. I did. I did this one this morning.
Deep sleep whisper. Hypnosis recording. Number 501.
Brain massage. So it's brain massage. And you see four different versions.
The one without music. With music. Five hours.
And ten hours. So I did that one. And.
I've also done. Which was a little bit later. Which was.
Probably more about five o'clock. It's now nearly eight. Is a relax and sleep hypnosis.
Recording. And it's number 202. Relaxed brain.
Relaxed mind. And so that one is 24. Nearly 24 minutes long.
The other one is. Yeah. Just under 24 minutes long as well.
So that's two new recordings or. Eight new recordings. However way you look at it.
And there's this one. Now. That's three recordings in a day.
And it's been a while. Really. How long.
How would you put up with that. Whining. What more can I do.
I know. I don't. Look him in the bedroom.
I mean. I close the door. He can't use a door handle.
For some reason. But. I don't do that.
So that he's. He can be and do whatever he wants to do. And I had the same thing with Andre.
I should do my best to not put him in the bedroom. Not put him in his cage. Just you know.
Let him just do whatever he wants. And guaranteed as soon as I start making a recording. He'd start.
Jumping in. It's funny now I guess. It was funny at the time really.
He start. Playing with carrier bags. And crinkle.
All you hear like crinkling. And he'd jump around. He'd start eating.
And start scratching. And start doing all these. Making these weird noises.
As much as he could. But he'd be completely quiet. Asleep.
Doing nothing. Until I start talking into the microphone. I can even sit on a settee.
And talk. Into the phone. Or even just talk to myself.
And nothing. But when I'm talking into the microphone. Nope.
It's like a little. On button. And Vinnie seems to have the same thing.
I caught him the other day. Using a Ouija board. Vinnie.
I did. He was talking to Andre. Asking him.
You know. Asking him how he could annoy me. More you know.
Some tips and hints. He said. Yeah I did that thing you said.
Yeah. Yesterday. But um.
It didn't. It did annoy him. But I was wondering.
Have you got any others? Any others? What? I'll bite his trousers. Yeah I do that. What do it more? Okay.
I'll do that then. What else? Do two poos. He's used to you just doing one poo.
Oh. So he's used to me just doing one poo in the morning. And he only brings out one bag.
So if I do two different poos separately. He won't be able to pick one of them up. That is a good idea.
He'll have to come back out. And pick it up afterwards. Yeah.
So it was. It's weird. They do get on quite well.
What the hell am I talking about? I don't know how they would have got on. Because you know. They're brothers.
So. They have to. It would have been nice for them to have met each other.
But they're so. And I know people. You know.
They say. Oh we. We transfer our own personality onto a dog.
Or onto animals. And I know all about that and stuff. He really has.
Quite a few. Similar. Traits.
That Andre had. And for those that don't know who Andre is. Andre was my little ferret.
That I had for. Five and a half years. So people that have been listening to this for a few years.
Would know about Andre. He. Unfortunately left me.
Left me. That's dramatic isn't it? But he. He went away in.
2020. In the summer. No 2021.
I lose track of the years now. 2021. And.
Yeah. So. They've got a lot of.
Similar. Traits. They both love annoying me.
That's definitely one of those things. Both very greedy. But not.
Not for their own food. Which is weird. You know like.
He's got his food in a bowl there. And Andre wouldn't be bothered by his food. He'd eat it when he was hungry.
And that was fine. And he's the same. He won't gobble it all up.
Because it's there. He'll have it. If he wants to eat it.
He'll eat it. And that's it. But when it comes to treats.
And Andre was the same. Whenever I ate something. Andre wanted it.
And he's the same. He wants what I'm eating. It doesn't matter what it is.
And he won't even want to eat it. Necessarily. And again.
The same thing. If I take it off my plate. And hand it to him.
Put. Stick the nose up. My neck.
Don't want that. Ew. Horrible.
How could you eat that? But once it's in my mouth. That changes everything. Yeah.
I want it now. But it's in my mouth. It's all chewed up.
Yep. Definitely want it now. And Andre was the same.
Both the same. It's very weird. And you might say.
You know how some people say. Yeah. All dogs are the same.
Everyone does that. And. Kind of take the joy out of it really.
Don't they? People who say stuff like that. But. I. There's certain things.
Certain characteristics. I can't quite put my finger on it. Necessarily.
But. I notice it at the time. But I don't necessarily.
Keep track of it. I don't. I don't keep notes.
There's a lack of. This. He doesn't.
Andre didn't like being picked up. He doesn't like being picked up. The only time I could really grab Andre.
Is when he was asleep. And I'd pick him up. Put him on my lap.
And then when he woke up. He'd look at me. He'd scream.
He said. What the hell are you doing? And he'd run off. Like.
Just. It was nice. You know.
When he was asleep. And I could cuddle him. And that.
Sometimes he would fall asleep. So sometimes he would climb on me. And.
He'd fall asleep. But that had to be on his terms. And Vinnie's very much the same.
Has to be on his terms. You know. He.
If he's in his bed. Which is next to mine. He's got his own little bed.
Although he sleeps on my bed. At night. And during the day.
If he's in his bed next to me. He's happy for me to stroke him. And cuddle him.
While he's in his bed. Doesn't want me to pick him out of the bed. Doesn't.
Or anything like that. So it's kind of almost. When he gets in.
When he gets in his bed. He's given me permission. To pet him.
Is it petting? Patting? Petting? Isn't petting when you kiss someone. Romantically? That's petting isn't it? There we do it. Some heavy petting your honour.
So none of that stuff. But you know. I can give him a cuddle.
Or a stroke him. Well that sounds weird. But you know what I mean.
Just. Pat him on the head. What's he doing? Oh he's got a bone.
One of the neighbours gave. Gave me a couple of bones for him. And it was.
Huge. So I just saw. Saw it.
A bit off for him. Because he's so little. And.
He was eating it last night. And he. He ate a lot of it.
I think he's eating a bit of it now. Now I don't know. How healthy that is to.
I put it in the freezer afterwards. And I brought it out. A few hours ago.
Because he didn't eat all of it. But he's. Playing with it now.
So I don't know. But he was. He spent about a good couple of hours.
Solidly. Working his way through that thing. Which is why he's done.
Probably done four poos today. It's a record. Maybe not a record.
It's not a world record. I'm pretty sure. But he's done.
The most he's ever done. The fact that I'm keeping track of this stuff. Is probably a bit weird.
But the most amount of poos he's ever done. In a day. Since I've had him.
Is three. He always does one. At the end of the day.
Before. Not always. Just before we go to bed.
But he does one. Like in the evening. He does one.
Not always first thing in the morning. But. Maybe the second time out.
So. You know. It does.
It's spread out. Like morning and evening. But this morning he did two.
One after another. No he didn't. Did he? No.
Yes he did. Yes he did. He did two.
And I only had one bag. So I had to come back. And collect it.
I'd already put the other bag. In the bin by the way. I didn't like.
So I didn't have any. I literally didn't have anything. To pick it up then.
And I'm not. Yeah. There's no choice.
There's nothing. There's nothing I could do. And.
I couldn't like demand. Put it back. Vinnie.
Put it back. Put it back where it came from. Because that's.
I guess. Impossible. But he.
I mean unless you've got like a. A machine that can reverse time. But. If I had access.
Or if I created a machine. That reversed time. I probably wouldn't be using it.
To reverse. Poos. There's probably better things.
I could use it for. What did you do? What did you do with this? The most amazing. Invention in the history.
Of the world. What did you use it for? Before the battery ran out. But you must have traveled.
Through time. You must have changed things. Yeah.
I did change things. My dog. Did two poos.
One after another. I didn't have a bag. To pick the second one up.
So what I did. Is. I reversed time.
Back to. When I was indoors. And I brought.
Two bags with me. So I was prepared. And then the battery ran out.
And. Unfortunately. There's no way.
Of getting another battery. For this time machine. It's a one off.
Was reversing time machine. If anyone knows. What I'm talking about.
Please get in touch. That's why people. Some people think I'm drunk.
When I do these. But I'm not. I'm drunk before.
But I'm not drunk during. You're drinking when you're. No.
No. I was drinking before. And I drink afterwards.
But I don't drink during. I don't drink. During.
I haven't had any alcohol. Last. I. Had.
Alcohol. I think was September. And even then.
I just couldn't. I just. It doesn't suit me.
Alcohol doesn't suit me. Not. Not in a. A weird way.
Just physically. Doesn't. It doesn't.
It's not good for my stomach. It's not just. Yeah.
It's not good. Just doesn't. Have a good effect on me.
I'm not talking about. Getting drunk. Just.
Going to get him drunk. Doesn't have a good effect. On anybody.
Physically. Yeah. I know that.
I'm not talking about that. Especially your brain. Organically.
It's one of the worst things. For your brain. Yeah.
We all know. About. We don't all know that.
But yeah. Okay. Fair enough.
Neuroscience. Don't you know anything about neuroscience? Alcohol. Destroys.
Absolutely. The worst. Shush.
Shush. Let people do what they want to do. You don't understand.
If people knew. If they knew. The damage.
The alcohol does to their brain. Perhaps it's not good. No.
They wouldn't. Leave them alone. You don't understand.
Yeah. I do understand. Trust me.
It doesn't matter. So yeah. I haven't had a drink for a while.
Hard to believe. But I guess. But I haven't.
And even then I wasn't drinking much. I think I had probably a little bit too many drinks. In May.
I think. I had. Yeah.
Probably a few too many. To the point where I was. A little bit.
A little bit. Ooh. Yeah.
Just a little bit. And it was hot as well. So I was kind of.
Ooh. A little bit too much. But other than that.
Nah. Not really my thing. I don't.
I don't. I don't. I don't.
I don't. I have leave a comment on one of my videos. Oh what is it.
Comments. On YouTube. Thats it comments.
Have a look. Errr.. This is on the YouTube Subscribers Let Me Bore You To Sleep. Oh OK.
This is like a re-upload. Sorry this is 3 days ago. A person said erm.
This is Portal The fella. this video is a little too stimulating how to go jog and drink coffee so sorry about that and also thank you Mary for your PayPal gift I did respond I hope you got the message I did send a message via PayPal I hope you got it and just say I was really handy getting that because I needed I was actually in debt to PayPal by about that amount of money so they paid for something but there wasn't nothing the PayPal account and I was thinking oh
but that really helped it came just at the right time so thank you very much what other messages have I got Shelby Thomas writes this is on my number 37 deep sleep whisper Jason Newlands work helped me through a very difficult time in my life I'll always be grateful and so thank you and oh yeah it Xyra Selene so I posted a fair few videos at the Let Me Bore You To Sleep ones you know I did a live Facebook broadcast and stuff like that doing the Let Me Bore You
To Sleep live and it's actually I think maybe 200 videos on there but not live ones but there's also ones that are just images and you know stuff but I don't know how many let's have a look how many says the hum nice deep sleep whisper 186 Let Me Bore You To Sleep 186 so how many of them are me actually on camera 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28
29 30 31 32 33 34 35 36 37 38 39 39 39 40 41 42 43 44 45 46 47 48 49 50 51 52 so there's 52 of the Let Me Bore You To Sleep podcasts recordings actually with a video of me like talking into the camera and quite a few of them have got Andre with me but even in the thumbnail like 7 number 72 Let Me Bore You To Sleep was a live Facebook stream it's got me and Andre and what other ones yeah number 67 that's another
live Facebook stream that was from the 21st of December 2018 blimey it's got me holding Andre on my head and right I'm not sure is that Andre no I'm just having a look if there's any other ones with me and Andre together I mean a lot of the videos I did have Andre on there at some point if I could and number 1012 which was the 20th of June this year Vinnie's on there I think that's the first is it the first video I've done with Vinnie being on there I
think I might be wrong okay so he's a little bit of a fidgety fidgety bum again like Andre right I was trying to have a look to see if I could find any others that had Andre I found loads of videos of Andre as well just little clips here and there because basically I had I had an old hard drive that I've had for years always another one number 72 Let Me Bore You To Sleep face live Facebook stream 2nd of January 2019 so there's me holding Andre there so that's
cool so that's all the ones that I could find that that's just the ones that has Andre in the picture of the video and I forgot what I was saying now and was saying something about videos he was in most of the videos well he was in a lot of it he was in some of the hypnosis videos as well that I've done but he wasn't he was never in it for long just like you know he's very impatient wanted to get down and do stuff I think he might fall
asleep a couple of times but as with this little fellow he's you know I picked him up and I could give him I won't say the word T-R-E-A-T-T-S so he he stayed on my lap while I gave him those little by a little bit by a little bit but other than that he wouldn't have stayed and he kept saying to me kept whispering and said I'm gonna headbutt the microphone if you don't let me go and I just thought why would you be like that after everything I've done and he
said there we go again after everything you've done what exactly have you done I took you in didn't I or that would have been hard for someone to take me in look how cute I am who wouldn't want me well I am your fourth the home so I'm guessing three other people and he ran out every slammed the door he was very angry with me so well you know he was trying to cause an argument with me but the reality is it wasn't that people didn't want him he just he
you know he was born in his household where he first lived then he went and lived with a lady who got unwell so she couldn't that's what I've been told so she couldn't look after him anymore and then she went back so Vinnie then went back to the household again to stay there for a bit and then stayed with their mother the mother or mother-in-law or whatever yeah the mother of that household and stayed with her for about three months but then she she couldn't keep in there because only temporary
sit you know situation and she needed to get him gone plus he bit her but he didn't I mean she didn't tell me that until you know two months later see that's part of the reason why she got rid of him because she was worried that he might do that to her grandchildren which is a valid concern I'm pretty sure and so it wasn't that he wasn't cared for or loved he just he's a handful but he's he's cute as well he's so loving towards not towards me but towards other
dogs and other people he wants to say hello to everybody and he loves dogs he is almost unnatural or natural probably to be honest but he's he's got some friends like actual friends that get excited when they see each other and what we do is there's no one else around we'll let them off the lead and they will run around and have the best time he's got about five really yeah five friends that he absolutely adores and I'm sure a couple of them he would happily be with all the time
if he could a couple of men are like his age and his size his energy level you know so it's like a perfect match really but he'll also play with older dogs and bigger dogs his best friend in the world lives downstairs and he's he's a giant compared to Vinnie absolute giant of dog heck of a lot bigger than him but they're best friends they love each other like really really close so even though but he doesn't get to do what he does with the little dogs in the park because
they can keep up with him and he can run around for 20 minutes 15 minutes whatever and just keep running around around around his friend downstairs is he's in old age now you know he's 10 11 whatever years old he can do a little bit of running around and then he has to stop but those that like maybe minute of running around is probably so good for not not just physically but like emotionally because he gets to be like a puppy for a minute you know and he loves it and
they just and I say the word love a lot but they do love each other like really got this connection I don't know why but they do have a real connection with each other and he would he'd happily spend all his time with him as well what I'm trying to say is anyone but me I'm just I don't know what I am see Andre was a bit like that he could be nice and cuddly and that but quite often it's like I want to do this I want to do that
and it was about what he wanted and he would play and you know all that stuff but if he was out for a walk he'd want to just walk off and he'd be on the lead but he'd do his own thing but then if someone came up to me and start talking to me he would ask the cat for me to pick him up and he would cuddle into me and like cling on to me he'd do it sometimes at the front door as well it cling on to me if
someone was sort of spending it too much time talking to me so that showed that he did have a there was that kind of connection he had and when we was out walking even though he's on his on his lead because quite a long lead the extension lead thing he'd still look back to see if I was still there you know look back on yep and he'd ignore me most of the time and then when he got tired he put his hands on my knee or my shins whatever to tell
me to pick him up I pick him up and then he just climbed down my top he's my jacket my t-shirt wherever he just climbed down there and go to sleep so I've walked back all through the fields and guaranteed every single time when I was probably within 30 seconds of getting to the end of the field to the entrance he would poke his head out he knew that we were nearly getting back and sometimes he'd just stay where he was sometimes he'd get down and he'd walk the rest of
the way home so I don't know if yeah it reminds me a little bit of do you remember Taken the movie not the first one but the one where he's I don't know if it's the second one or the ninth one but he's in the back of a van and he's literally counting somehow figuring out how many how far that we're going and which direction they were going and what distance they traveled by counting in his head something like that well Andre taught him that ask ask mr. mr.
Taken Andre taught him that he did he was best mates with Liam or he used to call him Neeson we're sort of sounding weird why would you call it someone Neeson or Newland Boyd Jones always Stallone Neeson sometimes you call him knees knees I mean I don't know what I had a strange relationship but he'd never talk about it I think the yeah by the way is anyone has anyone I don't know if you've noticed I've changed the pictures of my of me on my channel on my YouTube channel also
my Facebook channel I think as well there's a picture of a little boy just let you know that's me by the way it's not just some random child that I thought oh oh yeah I used that I used that kid on my that's my profile picture no it's actually me when I was about this seven maybe eight yep it was me look all that hair no bald patch then let me have a look yeah so there's there's a I tell you what it's something I didn't really notice before is my
eyebrows I had really good eyebrows very well I didn't obviously style them they're just quite a nice style I was also quite freckly also bags under my eyes like I was born with bags under my eyes so weird weird looking at myself trying to I don't know it's just strange oh can you imagine if I get copyright for that get copyright get a copyright thing for the picture it's me it's my own face it's mine imagine how much hair there would be father kept all of it not just from that
photograph but and over a lifetime I mean since that since eight so that's that's over 20 years actually how much hair I could fill for this entire building with hair that's possibly an exaggeration isn't it entire room dragon is anyone ever done it is it possible would it be worth anything I don't know these are questions that are very important I'm sure you agree agree yes yes yes yes got boxing on tomorrow boxing and boxing on next week so tomorrow we've got boxing on got two two different boxing events on
in the evening both in England but on different channels one's on sky one's on the zone and then there's live boxing in early hours of the morning on design in America and then also tomorrow at 1 p.m. our English time there's a mu tie boxing event on zone and the undercard the pre fight fights start at 5 o'clock on the zone so if I'd probably not going to give that much time to it but if I did I would watch the mu tie at one then I'd watch the prelims on
the zone then I'd watch sky and watch that fight you know that fight match thing for the evening and then I would watch yeah then I could if I wanted to watch the prelims for the American fight and then watch the American fight and then Sunday through the night Sunday watch the zone fight from the evening so it's yes what three four eight twelve yes a lot a lot of hours of boxing so we'll see at least with the design stuff I can watch it after the event because they you
know you can watch for a limited time you can watch the entire show and then they start saying we'll just they put it into segments and watch the highlights and stuff like that all the full fight of the main the main fight with sky that although they do repeat the the main fight I think on the Sunday morning or sometime like that they don't repeat the entire show so the only way to see it is if you watch it live so that's probably what I'm gonna be doing Sunday morning at
two in well one o'clock or whatever time it starts I'll be up to watch that like I did last weekend and then I think next weekend there's two fight cards on I think one's early hours Saturday morning one's early hours Sunday morning both in America I think so yeah so that's kind of the weekend planned kind of although I'm still going to look at working on making some more recordings but also also look at maybe trying to do something with the videos you know make some more videos from I don't
know I've got this feel I'd like my YouTube channel and the playlists to have every single recording I've ever made in the format of a video so people can watch a stream or visual images and stuff and listen to it so for each thing so the relax and sleep hypnosis deeply have all 202 recordings relax and sleep is did I say relax and sleep hypnosis deeply anyway that one and or the Let Me Bore You To Sleep over a thousand recordings a thousand videos but then it's it's not really doable
is it so what I might do is just start to make new videos of new recordings I do make them into videos and just upload those rather than uploading older stuff I've still got about two or three I'd say probably got 10 maybe 20 recordings that I've still got to make into videos that are more recent since I've been doing that the YouTube channel put an energy into that so I look into it see see what I think I should do but generally it's all right it's all groovy thank you
for visiting YouTube it's been pleasurable it really has so yeah just see what goes on just see I mean technically I could I could make a video for every single recording but chances are I'll end up losing subscribers and although it's not really all about subscribers it doesn't make that much difference personally it's more just a from an interest perspective it's nice to see how things are going you know but I don't know just have to wait and see because it would be or two more messages Oh couscous did I
read this one out couscous commented Jason Newlands work helped me through a very difficult time in my life I'll always be grateful thank you did I I'm not sure if I mentioned this and Julia Cass one-on-one comments on my focus and areas of your body this was good but the other bodies scan one I used to listen to has been made private also I cannot seem to find a load of our videos yeah that's five days ago that's when I start thinking or whoops I should I should keep myself away
from YouTube and everything when I'm in that mood the deleting mood so yeah hopefully because now there's what is there there's quite a few videos to be fair 449 videos are now on the channel and there's not there were a few old videos but none of the really bad bad quality ones I'm talking like video quality or audio quality there's hundreds of those but I don't know if it's because they've been copied and saved and everything but they're just unusable really unless there's a way of refurbishing them or whatever there
probably is but I don't know how I've looked I've looked at different ways of doing it and nothing's sort of really worked how I'd like it to and but we'll see we'll see so I've been going through three hard drives and I will just basically we'll be keeping one is an old one which I had my videos and audios on since forever well ten years or probably not ten years won't blind me maybe ten years nine years ten years yeah and then I've got another hard drive and I started using
that for the more newer stuff and then I got another this is a couple of years ago then I got another hard drive recently which is even bigger and I was just saving stuff onto there so as soon as I'd like one to make space from my laptop I'd upload it onto the hard drive well last week I've been sifting through everything every video every recording every image that I produced and all stuff like that and all the different video video images the podcast images pictures of Andre pictures of my
Nan just a few little family pictures and it's not really that many there's a few pictures of me over the years but not a huge amount I've lost a lot of stuff actually a lot of pictures of me that I should take pictures of myself every now and then and yeah they've gone I've got no idea where they've gone and so that's that's it and I've managed to basically empty two of the hard drives onto one and there's still some working out to do there's still some sorting but it's the
most organized I've ever been I think hard drive wise there's practically nothing on the hard drive of the laptop because I use it it's got a powerful engine as it were like to hard not hard drive the memory or whatever it is so I don't clog it up with stuff like I used to do with in the past so I keep it free so for example I was able to have multiple web pages up using multiple things all at the same time and it can handle it but if I clog
it up with thousands of recordings and you know nearly you know hundreds of gigabytes of video footage then that could potentially slow it down so I keep it pretty much clear most of the time whenever the download section gets a bit full I just cut and then paste them onto the hard drive the external hard drive so yeah it's all groovy man I think he's just farted what might be it's me maybe it's me doesn't smell like man no it's one of his so I'm gonna go so that's it really basically thank you for listening remember remember remember to be kind to yourself because you deserve to be happy be gentle with yourself lots of love bye
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