#744 Let me bore you to sleep - DONT THINK - FEEL - Jason Newland (7th OCTOBER 2021)

Hello and welcome to jasonnewland.com. My name is Jason Newland and this is let me bore you to sleep. Ow, my knee. My knee clicked.

Thank you for listening and only listen when you can safely close your eyes. And just to let you know that I do have more than one podcast. I've got a few actually and let me read them out to you.

It'll take about an hour but I've got relaxation. I've got the wrong glasses on. No wonder I can't see anything.

There they are. There's the 30 day relaxation plan podcast, seven day cure insomnia podcast, boring objects which is one of my newer podcasts where I just talk about a boring thing and that's it really. I've got chronic pain hypnosis podcast, deep sleep whisper hypnosis, fall asleep counting sheep, healing words podcast, hypnosis for sleeping deeply, hypnotic buffet, Jason Newland free hypnosis service, Jason Newland's hypnotic archive, Jason's bedtime story time, Jason's daily motivation podcast, Jason's positivity podcast.

Don't know why that's funny. Let me bore your stress away. Let me bore you to sleep.

Relaxation hypnosis for stress and anxiety. Relaxation hypnosis podcast, relax and sleep hypnosis daily, self-help hypnosis, sleep insomnia hypnosis, relax and sleep hypnosis with music, stop hypnosis, stop smoking hypnosis and stress and pain relief podcast. That's loads isn't it? One, two, three, four, one, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine, 10, 11, and 25 podcasts.

The main ones are deep sleep whisper, hypnosis for sleeping deeply, let me bore you to sleep, relaxation hypnosis for stress and anxiety, relax and sleep hypnosis daily, sleep insomnia hypnosis. They're the main podcasts. Now some of the others like bedtime story time, the actual podcast itself doesn't get many views or listens but it's growing, not by much, but the actual podcasts themselves get listened to on other podcasts.

The same is with the stress and pain relief and boring objects so they get listened to. The most listened to podcast is relaxation hypnosis for stress and anxiety and panic attacks. That's the most popular but this bored to sleep and welcome.

Yes, that's a long introduction wasn't it? I don't know if I couldn't do that every time. That took forever. Weird day, I just lost my glasses, now just found them which is good.

Today I've made three recordings, this is the fourth one and I'm just constantly surprised, if that's the right word, at how long it takes to edit and upload after I've actually made the recording. It's a long process, it really is. It's very, very very tedious I would say.

But there's no way around it, you know, it would take a hell of a lot longer if I was doing it on just the broadband, wi-fi with just one device but I end up using four devices to upload and it still takes forever. But there you go, that's the way it is, that's the way the croquet crumbles.

So I've been watching some videos on Thailand and the more videos I watch on Thailand the more I'm thinking I'd like to visit and I was watching this video that was recorded probably, was uploaded maybe yesterday, the day before and there's this man, he's just walking, he's doing an um, he's walking around this beautiful beach, beautiful sky, you know, very bright, sunny, nice, lovely day, quite windy which I quite like and then I go out to the shops and it's grey, it's overcast, everything is grey and I'm on the bus and honestly even, even the

houses were grey and I look around at the people on the bus and they were grey and it's, oh, grey, everything's just grey and I'm thinking I don't want this, I want to be somewhere nice.

It's not about a hot, being hot because I'm not really into being hot um, although I think part of the reason is because, you know, I could do losing some weight and I know that if I spent any amount of time, you know, if I spent a few months in Thailand I would lose weight because I would be eating vegetarian food and vegetarian, I'm not going to go into reasons but vegetarian food goes through me quite quickly and I would lose weight.

If I became vegetarian and stopped drinking coke and chocolate, I don't drink chocolate but, you know, stopped eating chocolate and cakes and, you know, pouring bags of sugar down my mouth every two days, I probably, well I know I would definitely lose weight, but I reckon I'd lose a stone, a good stone within a couple of months and the one thing I do know about losing weight, unless it's at a medical emergency, you know, unless it's, you know, something that the doctors or surgeons told you you need to do, uh, if they say do it

quickly, you need to lose two stone or four stone, five stone within the next six weeks to stay alive, then yeah, you do whatever you have to do but in my experience, losing weight is best done slowly but enough to notice.

I think it's like going to the gym and you build muscles slowly, you don't go to the gym, you know, once or twice and suddenly you're rippling muscles, unless you're already built that way, you've got genetics and you already, you can, you know, suddenly, maybe you're already muscular but you didn't realize then when you started lifting the weights, it was like Popeye eating spinach, the muscles were popping out, which isn't the case with me but you also need to see the results within, I mean, if you do weights, you can feel the results, if you

do any kind of exercise, you can feel the results, it's usually not a very nice feeling because you're stiff and yeah, but with biceps and maybe with whatever group where you've already got muscles and maybe you haven't used them for a while, when you do some weight training or some kind of exercise, you can feel as if those muscles are bigger or they feel more tense, they feel more prominent, which is a good thing because it helps for motivation, I guess, just to get, I suppose, with losing weight, if you do it slowly but fast

enough to notice the changes because I think you can only, we all need to be motivated, you need to see it with your own eyes, don't you, or feel it, I suppose, you feel healthier or whatever, so if I was going to lose weight, I would do it slowly but for me, it's not about losing weight, I wouldn't care if I put weight on, I just want to lose fat or redistribute it, if I redistributed this fat from my belly to the rest of my body, I could still look, I could look sort of, okay,

not slim but I could look normal because I haven't got any fat on my legs really, not on my arms, my shoulders, my back, my chest, a little bit on my chest probably but I like them because I love having boobies to play with and I have to play with my own, I have to make do with my own so it's nice but probably got some fat on my back a little bit but not a lot, maybe probably on my face but there's, I'm not, you know, I have big sausage fingers now but it's not,

if I got distributed, distributed, you know what I mean, moved around the fat, put a little bit maybe, just spread it over, like if I could take the fat out and then just spread it over on top of my skin which is gross when you think about it but you know, you wouldn't, I'd look disgusting and you know, you always see yellow stuff just look horrible but I wouldn't look much bigger but I would look slimmer, like stomach-wise so, you know, the other way around it would be to try and take up weights and make

the rest of me bigger than my stomach so if I suddenly got like huge shoulders and huge arms and a huge back full of muscles and maybe a big bigger chest then my stomach would just maybe become insignificant and not even noticeable because, you know, I've seen people with huge chests and if they didn't have those really large chests then their belly would be more, you'd notice maybe the belly but because their chests are so large the belly's almost, it's like it doesn't, like it's not even there so I think if I can get a

bigger chest because if you look, if you look at some of the bodybuilders, if you go online and just google bodybuilders and look at some of them, they have big old bellies seriously some, there's bodybuilders out there with bellies much bigger than mine but their chests are also huge as well and there was a time when that was the the Olympia sort of style body, Mr Olympia, but I think it's changed and gone a bit more symmetrical but it goes through periods with Mr Olympia, with Arnold Schwarzenegger it was symmetry and he pretty much had

the best physique that's possible hence winning all the all the contests many years in a row and end up being famous for it and other things obviously afterwards but he was tall I think so six three six four but he just had a tiny, I think he had a 27 inch waist and a 57 inch chest, I mean that's a 30 inch difference in waist and chest, I had a 27 inch waist when I was 16 and I weighed eight and a half stone, that might be a lie actually maybe when I was 10 stone,

yeah maybe when I was yeah but anyway I was little and I had a 27 inch waist Mr Olympia who probably weighed I don't know probably 16 stone 15 16 maybe maybe 17 I don't know so a hell of a lot heavier and he had a tiny little waist almost unheard of now there's you know honestly there's this body but well not now so much but I don't know 10 15 20 years ago some of the bodybuilders were they were just huge huge everywhere like every single part of them was massive and that was what

the judges wanted at that time you didn't know I was into bodybuilding did you hey hey just because looking like this why would anyone think that I knew anything about bodybuilding but I do I really do I followed bodybuilding for years um when I was at school I used to buy flex magazine and I remember I think it was 1985 the flex edition of um I remember I just remember uh reading it in maths because I didn't do any work in when I was at school I used to read magazines and we get we got

to a stalemate me and the teachers where we basically or Mexican standoff is that another version of it but without guns or the racism because apparently you can't say Mexican standoff anymore but I just um it's a stalemate I as long as I was as long as I behaved and didn't disrupt the class I was just left alone to do what I wanted which usually meant reading books or reading magazines or drawing or just basically staring out the window hoping for the next bell to go so we could leave the classroom because I just didn't

like being there but I used to read flex and I remember I remember the because this was my first I thought okay I'd already watched uh pumping iron many years earlier because you know um I think the terminator was what 1980 1979 and Arnold was already in films before that he was in a film called it was Hercules I think Hercules comes to New York or something like that it was also in another film um I forget what it is but it was based around the gym as well and but that was a drama yeah

I'm trying to think it was in a few things a few different bits but anyway he um was he in the cannonball run films was he in one of those films was he was he in the oh I'm thinking of Joe I remember um Jackie Chan was in the cannonball run I think the second with Jaws you know remember Jaws uh is it Richard Keel and he was yeah that's before anyone really knew who Jackie Chan was and that was either early 80s or late 70s I knew who Jackie Chan was I did I remember

if you if you take martial arts up if any child uh I guess adults as well maybe but especially like younger people because I don't know I don't know the mindset of an adult taking up martial arts for the first time but the standard thing for a kid is to suddenly become engulfed in it and to watch every single martial arts movie that you can get your hands on that's how it used to be and you know it's obvious that the the main person Bruce Lee but he didn't make many movies because he died young

so you know you've watched those movies okay what's next you get to find out about Chuck Norris through um the way of the dragon isn't it where the dragon where Bruce Lee has a fight with him and you find out oh Chuck Norris has been in loads of films and then you know my route was watching every single martial arts film that I could rent basically I watched so many and there was a there was a one person called Bruce Lai so it's Bruce and L I and he basically he looked a bit like Bruce

Lee he had the same kind of body as Bruce Lee um I just loved his films because they were so silly you know there'd be fights going on for 20 minutes sometimes just non-stop one-on-one fight it's like absolutely really silly but fun and they were all uh with the lip synced or ad-lib whatever so you could uh they'd be in English most of them but even that didn't I didn't care I'd watch one with subtitles because it wasn't about the dialogue it was about the action about the gong fu and then I went through a

ninja phase so John Saxon who was in End of the Dragon so it was a case of looking at the people that were in End of the Dragon which was the most famous martial arts film probably will always be the most famous martial arts film of all time End of the Dragon and so I basically just looked at who was in it and what else did they do so John Saxon who wasn't a martial artist I don't think not not like proper he was an actor a serious actor but he did after End of the

Dragon he did some ninja films which I really liked and I forget his name the the one of the other stars that tall oh I don't know his name is is a black black man tall um he was friends with John Saxon in in End of the Dragon it was basically they were the three stars Bruce John Saxon I just can't remember I can't remember his name I can't remember his name but I did watch films that he was in he was in one called Hot Potatoes or Hot Hot Hot Potatoes or something and but

the kind of films that he got into or was offered were like ghetto films and played a lot on stereotypes you know and you know he made his money I'm sure but they were almost um not great because of that although they were good you know as far as his martial arts because he wasn't martial artist and so yeah so I followed him and got his ones and none of the other people in it that I really knew um because you know we didn't have the internet back then libraries didn't really have that kind of

information so where'd you get it the information wasn't available really the most I could do is look on the back cover of End of the Dragon video cover or maybe look in a movie magazine and find out or look in the TV guide sometimes it would list all the stars in the show in the film and then I could cross reference that and try and find them in other movies in the video shop which was a lot of work and then I discovered the greatest of all of them outside of Bruce Lee at that time

you know there's been some great martial artists come along and I include Van Damme in that as well he was brilliant his films he changed you know he he brought martial arts up to date Van Damme Van Damme he did with Bloodsport, Kickboxer they were good films they were basic back to basic like so many kung fu films where a man loses uh his brother gets injured in a fight or he loses someone close to him and he gets beaten up by someone and he's set out for revenge so he goes into the middle of

the jungle or the forest or to seek out a master then the master trained and the master doesn't want to teach him and the master keeps telling him to go away and he keeps saying but I want to learn I want to learn please help me master I want to be your student and the master would say no you're not ready depending on where he's from you know so let's let's move away from the stereotypes and eventually the master gives up and teaches the the man always always a man back then I think they probably

changed it a bit but uh all the martial arts films were always the man there's always a man always a man who was a star women were in it but uh at martial art you know women were in there martial artists as well but it's always the man there was a star so I think uh Van Damme again it's a very cliche plot and he did that and you know and they show you him training and you know balancing and picking up little bowls of water and doing squats and all sitting in a sitting stance

with two cups of water on each knee one on each knee and he's not allowed and then maybe holding his his elbows up and having them you know on balancing on his on his elbows and not allowed to spill the water that kind of stuff and you go back far you honestly you can go back to the to the 70s and that was going on you know movies in China uh were making movies like that or the late 70s early 80s whatever you know long long time before um kickboxer or the other one blood sport

long before that happened they were showing it but the big man the big man the main man who in some ways I preferred over Bruce Lee Jackie Chan now some people discovered Jackie Chan when he did that buddy movie with the comedian is it Rush Hour some people discovered him you know then when he was doing those movies Hollywood movies I discovered him way before he was famous when he'd done Drunken Master and these are classic movies these are classic these are like all the movies he ever did were low budget until he sort of

hit America and here you know and once he got big big producers or you know I'm not sure quite how it works but Drunken Master and Snake Fist Snake Snake something like that he did a few movies but a couple of them were big hugely successful as far as the martial arts world that were loved and Drunken Master was one of them brilliant and I'd never seen anyone do what he did before you know all the stuff that he does in all his movies really but seeing it for the first time and seeing it when

he was a really young man young man when he was like maybe late teens early 20s the acrobatics the fight scenes where he'd be only one I'm not sure if he's in Drunken Master or another one but he's actually starving hungry and he goes into a restaurant which is basically a tent with benches and he orders some rice or some noodles and he's eating it and the the person who owns the restaurant says you know you're not allowed to in there you owe me money how are you going to pay for that you haven't got

anything and he said I haven't got any I haven't got any money but I'm hungry so he's eating it and then just uh the owner of the restaurant sets all these henchmen on him to beat him up and to keep punching in the stomach so they can get their food back which is weird a bit grim so he's having his fight with all these different men but he's still holding a bowl of noodles eating them trying to eat them while he's fighting and the acrobatics and the movement and nothing can match it now you know

that kind of thing is it's almost perfect he he was almost I say what he's like he was if you want to you could say that he was in the same league as Charlie Chaplin in a sense of the genius of putting all that together you know to be able to that movement the the I mean I used to like Harold Lloyd and what's their names Lowell and Hardy all those kind of you know where the Buster Keaton you know where they just the movement and the it was just so well choreographed and I loved

it honestly absolutely loved it there was another one I think when he's a drunken master he has a similar kind of thing but he's drinking um out of this big clay pot that he's carrying around with him and he's fighting again fighting with all these people but still holding this pot protecting it and drinking out of it while he's still fighting it's like wow and I wanted to I did this I wanted I wanted to learn drunken master a drunken boxing because it was a style where you basically pretended to be drunk you kind of

and then suddenly you strike really quick or you kick really quick and then it was the monkey boxing I wanted to be a monkey boxer and there is a bloke in Australia that taught it I wanted to go to Australia and learn to be a monkey boxer that was a dream I had I think I was about 14 at the time but it never happened it'd be weird if I said to you and I became a monkey boxer and I won many tournaments monkey boxing monkeys it was brilliant I would have kept it up I

just couldn't afford the bananas I used to love those martial arts films and then so many different ones came along in the 90s and loads I'm just I can't even remember Jet Li Jet Li was brilliant and there was there's a few even now that are really great but there was this um I can't even remember the name of it because it's almost kind of forgotten about which I think is ridiculous um what is it called top martial arts films okay here's some of the films that I really really liked and I mean I'll be

honest this is one of the best kung fu films I've ever watched and you might not see that but it's brilliant Kung Fu Hustle it's great it is a brilliant film now I think it's subtitled but it's brilliant on many levels the martial arts is brilliant and the action is great it's funny like really funny and the music is great as well okay that's not a good example but the the music's really good as well um there was a film that Xiaolin Soccer now that's a really good film as well right I can't think um

I can't find the film there was a film and yep On Back Thai Warrior that's the one On Back and what was good about that or about good about that film and I tell you I read it to you he the bloke in it was brilliant I've never seen him before he's a well not a new person I guess but Tony Jaa Tony Jaa and he was he had this sort of it was a different kind of martial arts I know it's My Thai Warrior but he was it was breaking bones and stuff like that

I know it's not everyone's everyone's um favorite thing but it was it was gritty and it was a really good really good film of course Jet Li oh he had a run of hits didn't he he was in loads of films for a while in the 90s Tony Jaa oh how's this name it's a good name here Pech Teh Won Kamlo Won Kamlo brilliant name John Warrie Jod Kamol Chattopong Pantana Agkol great names I don't know how much he had so Mu Thai is kind of classed as the best the best kickboxing kind of style

that there is but it's um it's more violent than uh kickboxing because you got elbows strikes shins knees um yeah anyway it's a really good film check it out now man don't delay watch it today I used to love watching those films it's just something that every kid that takes up karate or kung fu or judo or kickboxing or I don't know jiu-jitsu I suppose any kind of martial arts it's very likely that especially if they're like a kid has got a bit more time than an adult would have who's working and stuff but they

will watch every martial art film available and now there's so much more available now back then I mean you think there's 35 years more to watch than there was when I was you know 15 36 crazy crazy 16 26 36 46 it's bloody I remember I can remember sitting down in a chair thinking wow I've been I've been left school nearly 10 years it's like 25 years ago I've been left school it's been like nearly five years since I left school wow time don't fly I'll be 20 next month whoa this is just just just

just just just just just just I can't believe it I can't believe it so what I'm saying I can't and I won't I refuse to believe it it's gone too quickly gone way too soon like a flower in the morning sky gone too soon born to abuse deserted alive no one day gone one night yeah that's my Michael Jackson impression can you feel it can you feel it can you feel it yes Michael now please leave this is not what I signed up for all the people that threw up in me oh you don't have

to be you I wonder how many people how many adults in the 70s middle 70s were sitting down on a couch or sofa maybe in bed with their loved one or with their current dance partner being romantic and getting in the mood for that romance by maybe turning the lights down and lighting a few candles and maybe putting on a record a record not record a record not a CD put a nice record nice romantic record to get you in the mood oh Jackson's gotta be there got to be there be there in the morning

when she says hello to the world oh I'll be there I'll be there just call my name I'll be there all these people making sweet love listening to children singing they're weird because I know that we listen people listen to sometimes romantic music nice gentle sweet romance whilst doing the you know yeah the you know that that stuff and uh so it makes you wonder who's the sick one really isn't it because guaranteed some people were listening to old little Michael 10 year old Michael singing I'll be there I'll be there to protect you everybody

just call my name I'll be there Ben the two of us need look no more bloody rat I didn't realize it was a rat that he was singing to honestly it's such a beautiful song one of my favorite songs ever that he did to be fair it's probably one of my favorite songs ever yeah I've got hundreds of favorite songs maybe thousands but it's up there Ben the two of us need look no more it's something about finding your soul mate we've both found what we were looking for it's like you've met someone that's looking

for you you're looking for them you're looking for you you know it's like you've connected if you ever look behind and don't like what you find there's something you should know you got a place to go so wow so things don't go so well and I'm looking around like oh this isn't this isn't where I wanted to be these things have gone a bit wrong I don't know what to do now ah little Michael Jackson I wonder if anyone actually took him up on that knocked on his door yeah I'm here to see Michael Michael's

10 yeah I know he's 10 but um he said in his song that if there's a problem you know I could always come and he'd look after me but he's 10 yeah but he wrote the song for me my name is Ben oh you better come in then that's that's how my I remember him him talking his dad yeah I don't know who wrote the songs I think they all wrote the songs or I don't know if his dad wrote the songs whatever all kids but what great songs weren't they don't you think the Jacksons

what great songs I just loved them I think the Jacksons I don't know if they were Jackson 5 to start with I think they had like four or five number one hits in a row like ABC ABC as easy as one two three me me me me me me oh hey me that's how easy it can be so I don't know if that was him on his own because I think he did do some solos um Jackson's hits so Jackson's hits not Michael Jackson no they had 13 number one singles no that's not right on

his own he had 13 number one singles oh they had five Jackson so this is a list of recorded 147 Michael Jackson songs that's quite a few isn't it how many I'm interested in the Jackson 5 Jackson 5 hits so let's have a look I want you back I want you back I want you back I can't remember how it goes I want you back ABC never can say goodbye oh no no I never can say goodbye I love that song that's one of my favoritest songs sugar daddy but ABC not bothered about it seems

so basic it was too and also too academic for me you start saying ABC and I'm out of there it's like no this is like homework nope I'll be there do do do do do do do do do do do so that was great um I want you back ABC never can say goodbye sugar daddy I'll be there maybe tomorrow that's a great song as well the love you save who's loving you who's loving you I I I I I I I should have never ever never made you cry and girl sees since you been

away mama's pearl uh yeah going back to Indiana I found that girl yeah maybe that was 1971 the greatest hits in 1971 really it's a bit presumptuous that's almost presuming that they were not going to be famous for long how long could they have been the Jackson 5 isn't it weird right the officialcharts.com and they got the Jackson 5 and how many hits they had and everything yeah they haven't got Michael Jackson in the lineup so Tito, Jermaine, Jackie, Michael, Marlon and Randy but they haven't got Michael Jackson there I mean I'm I don't mean

to be out of turn but I think he he was quite an important part of the band okay so this is the hits 31st to the 1st 1970 I want you back peak position I think this is at the UK actually to be fair ah yeah weeks at number one none so the

Jackson 5 never had any number one hits in the UK that's weird isn't it that's strange but they did have the 18 greatest hits was 1983 that went into number one this is almost like it coincided with because this is the love you save I'll be there mama's pearl never can say goodbye looking through the windows Santa Claus is coming to town doctor my eyes hallelujah day skywriter I want you back I want who's loving you there was a lot more a lot more songs there's one you and I made things I don't know what

about can you feel it can you feel it can you feel it I love that song I didn't do it much justice just then but I'm not trying to oh who's loving you show you the way to go lovely one whatever you got what girl I want I can't place the song sometimes by I can't place the song sometimes by the titles yeah that weird I'm gonna rock with you all night it's you into the moonlight I'm gonna rock with you so I want to find out wow I can't believe Jackson he was the seventh

president of the United States he destroyed the second bank of the United States founded a democratic party supported individual liberty and instituted policies that resulted in the forced migration of Native Americans oh Rachel oh Andrew Jackson oh damn it I was going to say wow why have I not heard about this oh apparently is he on the twenty dollar bill the instituted policies that resulted in the forced migration of Native Americans I suppose that's one way because with the way you know things are going the you know like pulling down statues of former what people

that used to be classed as great well let's face it they were all men weren't they people that were classed as great men that had statues made up after them and you know last year the I don't know before before the yeah in in recent years they were pulled down and broken up and chucked in rivers and stuff and that stuff was going on right I think all around the world the western world or whatever and I suppose one way to make sure that you're not defaced is get you get your face on a on

a dollar bill you know on a a piece of money I suppose you could draw a moustache or something um that'll show him well well well so facts and accomplishments Andrew I don't know why I'm slightly interested Andrew Jackson born 1767 1767 died 1845 age 78 uh he was the first to gain office by a direct appeal to the mass of voters oh isn't that interesting well the battle of New Orleans the battle of New Orleans why were they having battles for oh they were fighting the British army I wonder what a British army was

doing out there I thought we'd gotten quite well um see if we were let's say America and England had the memories of some other countries in the world we would never have anything to do with each other because there's some countries will hold a grudge forever for thousands of years that land used to belong to us 70 million years ago we want it back some people you know some countries seem to have that memory we just I mean you know it's having a short-term memory or looking short term ahead is obviously it's got his issues

and it's problematic but it's easy to move on and like forgive I think when there are nations will never like you know Germany Vietnam or all these places I never understood how Japan how on earth Japan managed to move forward a lot of respect for the Japanese because in such a short time really you think just in a in my dad's lifetime just in my dad's lifetime Japan moved from being parts of it completely destroyed you know to being a flourishing and one of the you know some would argue one of the greatest places on

earth in the sense of their attitude the respect financially how well they've done it's amazing I don't know I just sometimes wonder how you know I just I remember what was it I remember I was sitting down when I was about 13 we were having an evening meal and my oldest brother said to me how you getting on in maths how's your maths lesson going and I think I told I ignored him and my dad said why are you ignoring him and then my dad asked me the question how is your math and I just

and then I ended up having to listen to my dad for about two hours going on about he was ranting and raving and whatever I'll never forget I never forgive my brother for that ever now I'll never forget so you can imagine what you know something big happened I mean honestly there's been times when I remember some a woman moaned at me I was semi-dating her and she moaned because I slammed her door too loudly I'll never forget I'll never forget I'll never forgive it I'll never so it's like I don't know how how on

earth people are able to move on for such big things because I just yeah I just wonder it just doesn't make sense to me how a country caused genocide let's face it that is genocide dropping nuclear bombs on a country that's genocide that's the most horrific crime as horrific as anything that the Germans did or that the Japanese did during the war but it's done from a distance it's okay no no I mean they didn't suffer the way they did yeah they did it's it's it's just crazy so that was genocide and all these other

countries got done for war crimes all these other different countries have did I know it's just for huge such a huge thing without any comeback no retaliation in 75 years nothing nothing came back now I would at least have farted in their direction you know something I would have done something let off a stink bomb or something chucked a rotten tomato I just find it weird that I think it just shows the character the humbleness of a nation to have that happen and still and just say okay let's just move on it's like wow it's

almost like the perfect partner you just know you can cheat on them as many times as you want and they'll still have your back it's okay it won't happen again okay we can just move on okay when in fact they should be saying nope that's done bye-bye you had your chance you blew it see you later alligator in the world crocodile oh I have talked enough rubbish one night yeah I have I said I said I said I have a bit more rubbish than but I said a bit more rubbish than usual you I said

usual hmm okay that was enough that's enough of that so take care of yourselves because you deserve to be happy do something nice for yourself be gentle with yourself lots of love bye bye everybody bye-bye